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The Jesters' Court / Re: The Main Spam Topic 2.0
« on: June 27, 2015, 08:44:02 AM »
I'm not an American, but AHHHHHH!!!!!! GAY MARRIAGE IS LEGAL IN ALL OF AMERICA!!!!!!!! 
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The Jesters' Court / Re: The Main Spam Topic 2.0
« on: February 14, 2015, 09:27:43 PM »
And now I'm worried I may have yet another mental illness because I exhibit plenty of the symptoms of it.
Btw, I really wanna move out of the house asap. Problem? I'm too scared to even go for a job interview. I need money, and yet I don't think I can get over my social anxiety soon enough. And right now, I may be conscripted into the army early thanks to all this. I mean, I wonder how I'm still alive after everything that's happened.
Btw, I really wanna move out of the house asap. Problem? I'm too scared to even go for a job interview. I need money, and yet I don't think I can get over my social anxiety soon enough. And right now, I may be conscripted into the army early thanks to all this. I mean, I wonder how I'm still alive after everything that's happened.
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The Jesters' Court / Re: The Main Spam Topic 2.0
« on: February 10, 2015, 10:57:33 PM »
Sorry to hear about what happened to GM1's friend. 
Also, sorry I've been inactive lately. I've been more active on this other forum and I've been really stressed out lately thanks to a combination of real life problems and my mental illnesses.
A few months ago, I was expelled from school because of failed grades, but these failed grades were because I couldn't focus at all on my studies and the fact that my anxiety and depression got to the point that I couldn't physically get myself to go to school. It was bad enough already panicking when I have to go up in front of everyone to present something, but it got to the point that every time I go near school, I feel sick about it and just avoided it. I could've gotten help, but my therapist at the time was a bigot thinking that me being gay was the root of all my mental problems. Because I was too scared to speak up, I stopped going there. It became a downward spiral from there. I have been self harming a lot and everyday I think about killing my parents. Yes, I want them dead. If it weren't for them, I would've never ever been in this situation to begin with. Because they are such homophobes, I can't explain about my sexuality, something that is discussed in therapy, so I have to bottle it up. And they're also shitty parents. I've been showing signs of social anxiety since I was a toddler, and they did shit to help me. The only things they ever say is "We'll pray for you." and "Just think about what your therapist said" as if that solves everything. Also the fact that they scolded me in the past for even dropping to an average grade, and the fact that they kept saying that they keep saying I need to be more like the oldest sister with the perfect grades and shit. Because she's the "standard". Also, did I mention about the maid my family had? That maid constantly nagged at all of us, but especially me. And the parents don't even care about it. In fact, the one time I spoke up about her being a bitch to us, I had to apologize and she got off scot free. I feel like I've been abused. I still am.
Also, sorry I've been inactive lately. I've been more active on this other forum and I've been really stressed out lately thanks to a combination of real life problems and my mental illnesses.
A few months ago, I was expelled from school because of failed grades, but these failed grades were because I couldn't focus at all on my studies and the fact that my anxiety and depression got to the point that I couldn't physically get myself to go to school. It was bad enough already panicking when I have to go up in front of everyone to present something, but it got to the point that every time I go near school, I feel sick about it and just avoided it. I could've gotten help, but my therapist at the time was a bigot thinking that me being gay was the root of all my mental problems. Because I was too scared to speak up, I stopped going there. It became a downward spiral from there. I have been self harming a lot and everyday I think about killing my parents. Yes, I want them dead. If it weren't for them, I would've never ever been in this situation to begin with. Because they are such homophobes, I can't explain about my sexuality, something that is discussed in therapy, so I have to bottle it up. And they're also shitty parents. I've been showing signs of social anxiety since I was a toddler, and they did shit to help me. The only things they ever say is "We'll pray for you." and "Just think about what your therapist said" as if that solves everything. Also the fact that they scolded me in the past for even dropping to an average grade, and the fact that they kept saying that they keep saying I need to be more like the oldest sister with the perfect grades and shit. Because she's the "standard". Also, did I mention about the maid my family had? That maid constantly nagged at all of us, but especially me. And the parents don't even care about it. In fact, the one time I spoke up about her being a bitch to us, I had to apologize and she got off scot free. I feel like I've been abused. I still am.
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The Jesters' Court / Re: The Main Spam Topic 2.0
« on: January 03, 2015, 02:48:49 AM »Yeah, I heard about that. Terrible stuff. This is why parents need to be more open minded about that stuff.Should I feel bad for the parents? Only if for the fact that they lost a child. But as it stands, not only are they referring to her as "he", they have the nerve to say that her suicide is an accident. Also, the fact that they put her through conversion therapy... that alone is child abuse imho. They should be prosecuted. I'm not the only who thinks that they should be prosecuted either. I mean, putting her through conversion therapy, and then taking her out of school and taking away her laptop and all access to social media and isolating her. Those parents should be charged with abuse tbh.
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The Jesters' Court / Re: The Main Spam Topic 2.0
« on: January 02, 2015, 12:36:33 PM »
Have you guys heard of the Leelah Alcorn suicide? It's just so tragic to see the bigotry those parents showed to their child just because she's transgendered. And the fact that their intolerance is still showing even after her death is incredibly sad.
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The Jesters' Court / Re: The Main Spam Topic 2.0
« on: December 31, 2014, 11:04:05 AM »
Its' 2015 over here!!! Happy New Year, everyone!!!
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The Jesters' Court / Re: The Main Spam Topic 2.0
« on: December 29, 2014, 12:40:27 AM »
Eh. I'll still fly. I just won't fly from their airlines.
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The Jesters' Court / Re: The Main Spam Topic 2.0
« on: December 19, 2014, 08:22:05 PM »
"All About That Bass" is so freaking overrated.
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The Jesters' Court / Re: The Main Spam Topic 2.0
« on: December 04, 2014, 07:26:12 PM »
Sorry to hear about your grandfather, PP319. My condolences to you and your family.
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The Jesters' Court / Re: The Main Spam Topic 2.0
« on: November 29, 2014, 11:52:36 PM »
I'm so sorry, TSM. My condolences to you and your family. 
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The Jesters' Court / Re: The Main Spam Topic 2.0
« on: November 25, 2014, 03:04:58 AM »
The whole Ferguson thing just blows my mind. No indictment? Really? Just... Ugh. How in the world? 
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The Dark Forest / Re: Pokémon Topic
« on: November 22, 2014, 06:42:31 AM »
Well, I can say goodbye to my social life now.
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The Dark Forest / Re: Pokémon Topic
« on: November 21, 2014, 02:04:25 PM »
I'm gonna try to get Omega Ruby today!
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The Dark Forest / Re: Pokémon Topic
« on: November 20, 2014, 02:56:03 PM »
This is late news, but there is a new character named Zinnia. I have no idea what her role (Lorekeeper) is like, though. But her theme is so awesome.
And IGN is stupid. 7.8/10 because "too much water" and "too many HMs"... No shit, Sherlock.
And IGN is stupid. 7.8/10 because "too much water" and "too many HMs"... No shit, Sherlock.
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The Jesters' Court / Re: The Main Spam Topic 2.0
« on: November 15, 2014, 09:43:23 PM »
This place is so dead. 