Sorry to make this conversation about myself, but I need to rant:
I can't wait until this year is over. This has been by far the worst year of my life for me. It has been such an emotional rollercoaster. Depression, drama, and just very bad memories in general. I hope by 2015 I start to feel better and I never, ever feel down and low again. Even with my return nearly two weeks ago, I can tell this forum is still dead. I need to fix that. I'm gonna go the extra mile to make this forum active again. Maybe another contest? Maybe some more episode rewrites? Maybe another project? Thankfully, I'm no longer holding any grudges. So I'm not as angry as I used to be. But that doesn't stop the fact that I absolutely hate myself and feel like I can do nothing right.
I am in such a fragile place right now, and I need someone to talk to, NOW. TRJ, Brent. Anyone. Please help me. Through PM, Facebook, publicly. Anytime. Any place. I don't know how much more of this I can take.
