Okay, I've now finally read every post I've missed out on since I've left. And I've been doing a lot of thinking. PP319, you're right. I just got done reading your looooong post on your ALT account after I stormed out. And this time, your little rant actually benefited me. It's funny how long posts of yours directed towards me can change my feelings so quickly. You're right, my posts have come across way too mean and harsh, and I really should learn to get over it. Thank you for not blowing up at me this time. I really handled both situations (the fight from both back in the spring and now) very poorly. You're also right. If I really want to be a moderator here, then it's about time I start acting like it. Plus, I need to be actually active for one thing. I'm not gonna lie when I say I'm still a little sore at how you treated me. But holding a grudge for too long is like drinking poison and waiting for the other person to die. Honestly, what won me over was your bit on "we're all human, and so are you." And that's so true too. In retrospect, I feel like this whole thing was my fault instead of yours. I was the one who had a hard time handling you liking an episode I clearly dislike, and frankly, still do. If I would've disagreed with you more respectfully, then things would've been different. I think it's time for us to start over and forget this ever happened. Too much hate and hostility isn't doing anyone any favors, and we're just gonna keep going in circles and circles. And in the end, we're both gonna lose. Maybe this big blowout was the one thing we needed to finally get past this. Not only from this spring, but for now too. I'm sorry too, and this time I'm mean it.
And I also wanted to apologize to the rest of you too. For being so selfish, and so petty. And I've decided I'm going to check up on the forums a little more often now. I mean, I stopped by to speak to TRJ, didn't I? So I might as well make some good use of that.
This doesn't mean I'm gonna be super active and post 24/7 like I used to. But I do owe you at least a drop by. And I do owe you a proper explanation for why I'm the way I am. So.... yeah, there you go. I'm so very sorry you guys. If I really want to fit in here, then I need to make a better effort. After all, a relationship is a two way street, right? Regardless of my problems, it's time to handle things the right way. I hope you guys can forgive me.
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